The Big Picture

Patrick Goldstein and James Rainey
on entertainment and media

« Previous Post | The Big Picture Home | Next Post »

Tom Shadyac: Life begins after you give away your Hollywood toys


Correction: In writing about a scene from Tom Shadyac's new film, "I Am," I inaccurately transcribed a line of dialog. When Shadyac talks about his agent, he actually says: "My agent. A source of stress in show business!" My apologies.

There’s a scene in Tom Shadyac’s new documentary, “I Am,” where the filmmaker visits the Institute of HeartMath, a research organization in Northern California that explores the scientific basis for understanding human connectedness. Shadyac sits in front of a bowl of yogurt, which is connected via electrodes to a meter that can somehow register your heart’s emotional reaction to various stimuli. When the needle on the meter doesn’t move, Rollin McCraty, a senior researcher at HeartMath, suggests to Shadyac that he should think of something that might trigger a reaction.

Shadyac jokes, “Maybe I should call my agent.” The camera cuts to the meter, which gyrates wildly, like a Geiger counter near a uranium deposit. Shadyac’s mouth opens in amazement. “My agent. A source of stress and humiliation in show business!”

I still can’t figure out how the yogurt so quickly identified high-level anxiety, but when it comes to Shadyac’s feelings about his Hollywood career, the meter was right on the money. Once the most celebrated comedy director in the business, having made a fortune with hits like “The Nutty Professor,” “Liar Liar” and “Bruce Almighty,” Shadyac is now a Hollywood dropout.

Now 51, he hasn’t made a feature film since “Evan Almighty” in 2007. He sold a 17,000-square-foot mansion in Pasadena and moved into a trailer park in north Malibu. He’s been giving away most of his money and was well on his way to shedding his possessions several years ago when he took a serious fall while bicycling in Virginia, breaking his hand and suffering a concussion.

The hand healed, but Shadyac ended up with a nasty case of post-concussion syndrome, an ailment common among professional athletes that can cause depression, disorientation and has even prompted some victims to commit suicide.

It took Shadyac months to recover. When I visited him Friday at his trailer park home, he pointed to a closet in his tiny bedroom. “That’s where I would sleep a lot of the time,” he says. “Everything felt too loud and too bright because my brain had lost the ability to filter things out.”

When Shadyac finally returned to health, he decided that he needed to make a film that could explore why today’s culture is so obsessed with competition and separation instead of community and cooperation. Due in theaters early next year, “I Am” features interviews with all sorts of wise men and women, including well-known cultural figures such as Archbishop Desmond Tutu and the late historian Howard Zinn as well as lesser-known scientists, poets and evolutionary biologists.

They all grapple with Shadyac’s central theme, puzzling over why man is often more competitive than cooperative, more aggressive than empathetic — in other words more like Donald Trump than like Gandhi. The film is crammed with intriguing ideas, but Shadyac earns his keep as a filmmaker. He illustrates the serious talk with provocative images, emphasizing our sense of connectedness, for example, with a great scene of dozens of skydivers, holding hands as they plunge earthward.

But the film is clearly an act of penance as well. Five years ago, Shadyac was flying everywhere by private jet and staying in lavish hotel suites. He was giving away money, but he instinctively knew something was amiss — after “Liar Liar” opened, he slipped away to Thomas Merton’s monastery in Kentucky for a 10-day silent retreat.

“I had a woman at my production company whose job was to find people in need that we could help — people whose houses had burned down, kids in a blind children’s center,” he told me last week, sitting in his cozy trailer overlooking the gorgeous California coastline. “But I didn’t realize that even though I was giving my money away, my own life was a very poor reflection of who I thought I was. I thought I was taking care of others, but I was really only taking care of me.”

He laughs. “I couldn’t decry the gap between the rich and the poor and actually be the gap between the rich and the poor. As Mr. Gandhi says, you have to be the change you wish to see in the world.”

Childless and divorced for more than a decade, Shadyac now realizes he was searching for meaning, something he wasn’t destined to find in the shallow slipstream of Hollywood.

These days, Shadyac has one trailer that he lives in, another that functions as a production office. He admits he was afraid at first to make such a downscale move but says that “after one night of fear, I’ve found a great community here — I’m much happier in this little place than I’ve ever been in all my fancy houses.”

He’s still teasing out the complexities of how much he can practice what he preaches. He doesn’t have a cellphone. He has a small car, but he travels most places by bicycle, always wearing a helmet. He has taken planes to show his movie at film festivals, but he flies coach, not private.

“Look, this is an experiment,” he says. “I still have a lot of money that I don’t feel is mine because it came from a competitive system that is helping, in its own way, to destroy the world. So the way I run the economy of my life is to take only what I need to live and funnel the rest to other people.”

As for his career, that’s a work in progress too. Shadyac hasn’t taken a studio meeting in more than two years. When his agent and business manager come to see him, he encourages them to paddle-board in the ocean with him before anyone can start talking business. If he does take a job, it would have to be on his terms.

Shadyac is on the short list to direct the remake of “The Incredible Mr. Limpet,” a Warner Bros. comedy that has Zach Galifianakis attached as its star. However, Shadyac envisions the film as an environmentally conscious comedy, so much so that he first ran his ideas by the filmmakers who did the eco-documentary “The Cove” to make sure they were environmentally sound.

You get the feeling he isn’t counting on getting the job. “I don’t think it’s going to happen,” he says. “The studio may have someone else whose take they like more.”

For now, Shadyac is more preoccupied with getting the word out about “I Am.” “I’m doing my career in reverse. Usually you start with a little movie and work your way up to the big ones, but I started with the high-profile films and I’ve managed to work my way down. But what good is our art if it doesn’t change us, if our lives don’t reflect the values that we put into our films? Too many things are handed to us — the private jets and the big hotel suites. But what it does to you is insidious.”

He falls silent, staring out his window at the ocean.

“It’s already enough of a privilege to be an artist. We don’t need anymore privileges. I’m not saying that movie stars shouldn’t have trailers [on movie sets]. That’s not the line for me to draw. But if I make another film, all I need is a room, not a trailer,” he laughs as he points out the obvious. “I’ve already got one.”

Photo: Jim Carrey, left, with Tom Shadyac during a promotional tour for the film "Liar, Liar." 

Credit: Patrick Downs/Los Angeles Times

Comments () | Archives (63)

The comments to this entry are closed.

How utterly refreshing!!!!

It is refreshing to hear this coming from Hollywood.
BUT the reason most of or some of us are competive is simply for survival. Most of us poor people are strugling every day just to survive. We don't have the luxury to do what Mr. Shadyac is doing, he has a CHOICE. Some of us have children and we need them to be competitive just to survive in this cold hard world. And if you are rich and live in a trailer and give some of your money away that is exentric and a choice, but if you are poor and live in a trailer that is just awful and there is a huge stigma there. Trailer living is poverty unless it's your second home like some Canadians buy in Arizona or overlooking over the ocean. I still aplaud you for thinking outside the box (Hollywood) and trying to make a change for yourself. And I LOVED ALL YOUR MOVIES! They made me laugh when I was depressed and having Anxiety Attacks, caused by abandoned in my past and always worrying about security. That is why the rest of us want money for security and to live an easier life. And I think you need a child, to fill the empty feeling in side and to realize what life is really about.

I have been where Mr. Shadyac was. I had the big house, the big income, the six car garage, the house full of stuff. I don't think I was ever more depressed than when I woke up one day and realized that I hated my life. I am speaking for myself personally of course, because I am sure that there are people out there who would and do love such 'blessings'. I made the connection that such a life just was not for me. I found the maintenance of the materialism absolutely draining and demoralizing. I am speaking for myself again when I say The Stuff didn't make me happy. It made me miserable. The big house made me miserable. The acres of lawn to water made me miserable. I found it all so wasteful. As a result, I downsized and will downsize again to a trailer once my kids move out. I cannot wait. I'm looking forward to it. And I know exactly where Mr. Shadyac lives now because I checked out that same trailer park several years ago.

Tom, to this day, is one of the most incredible examples of mankind I've ever met. His love, generosity, support and wisdom encouraged a whole generation of Pepperdine students, including myself, to chase our own happiness in life and not try to live up to other people's expectations. He walks the walk, he would never ask someone to do something he wasn't willing to do himself and as much as he teaches, he is an eternal student. Tom Shadyac has inspired me to be the person I hope to be become. He said something to me in class one night that would come to shape the life I now lead-- "If a person is going to grow, they must rethink EVERYTHING".

Tom, my heart and gratitude go out to you. There is no question in my mind that your class truly was "Tom Shadyac's School of Joy"!

Great article. The man feels a lot of guilt over something. I don't know if I could deal with having that much money in the bank and not spending most of it helping others. It helps that this guy doesn't have kids. I don't have any myself but I could see where it might change your perspective on finances. It's hard not to ask yourself, "When I'm gone, what will I be remembered for 100 years from now?" Will most of us even be remembered at all?

I applaud what Tom is doing, but I take issue with any blanket condemnation of competitiveness. Competitiveness is not necessarily a bad's built into us as human beings. It is possible to be a competitive personality without being brutal. In my business (homebuilding), I strive to be competitive by providing the best possible product. That serves the customer well, as well as keeping me in business. I'm not trying to get rich doing what I do, but if that is what happens, fine! I don't need a jet, but I do like to have a decent home and a vehicle that can be relied on to start every morning. I think the most important thing is to put first things first. That is, attempt to live a life based on spiritual principals, and in doing that, everything else will fall into place. Jesus said, "from whom is given much, much will be required." I applaud Tom's willingness to share his wealth. What is wealth, anyway? In many countries in this world, a homeless man who lives in the USA would be considered wealthy! Do unto others as you would have them do unto you! Lastly, I would counsel this to anyone- NEVER feel guilty about success when that success is obtained in an honest and thoughtful manner.

What a Wack Job!!!!

I noticed that not a few have identified with Shadyac's journey. Perhaps this "dropping out" is a common 'awakenning' of sort amongst many in this postmodern world we live in.

Os Guinness rightly diagnosed Shadyac's dilemma as follows:

"It is often said that there are three requirements for a fulfilling life. The first two--a clear sense of personal identity and a strong sense of personal mission--are rooted in the third: a deep sense of life's meaning. In our time especially, many people are spurred to search for that meaning because they're haunted by having too much to live with and too little to live for."

(Guinness goes on to provide solid and deeply insightful answers in his book LONG JOURNEY HOME. For those on this seeker journey try Guinness' masterful guide.)

Unfortunately, it took an accident and a head injury for Tom to begin to transform his life, but sometimes that is what it seems to take for us hard-headed humans to wake up and begin to "get it". Something like that happened to me as well, but I am so thankful it did-otherwise I could have remained
unconscious and asleep for the rest of my life.
To Tom Shadyac and all the people who opt out of the road most commonly taken-I know right here and right now that you realize your true selves-that of beings filled with a sense of overwhelming love for all people. Knowing there is more than enough for all and secure in our own powers, we can rejoice when others succeed and sincerely cheer them on, for we are they and they are us-we are one!

Yes, the trailer park in Malibu that costs $500,000 to live in plus homeowners fees they have to pay...........hello? Malibu, ocean view? And he has two? Wow, really downsizing there.
Only in the eyes of Hollywood.

« | 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 | »


Recommended on Facebook


In Case You Missed It...

Stay Connected:

About the Bloggers



Get Alerts on Your Mobile Phone

Sign me up for the following lists: