Kanye West at his movie premiere: 'I contemplated suicide' [Updated]

Monday night’s Hollywood screening of “Runaway,” an expressionistic 40-minute movie written, directed by and starring Kanye West, gave a preview peek at the rapper-producer’s buzzy debut film project -– a visual “accompaniment” to his November album, “My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy,” that will be broadcast simultaneously on MTV and BET on Saturday.

But then, coming on the heels of recent premieres in New York, Paris and London, this latest “Runaway” screening also functioned as a forum for the hip-hop superstar’s grandiose sense of self as well as West’s latest assertion of the increasing insignificance that mainstream media holds in his promotion process.

Describing himself as a “philanthropist of culture,” a “soldier” and a “cultural icon” in remarks after the screening, West admitted there were times he considered taking his own life, presumably at points after his mother’s accidental death in 2007.

“I contemplated suicide,” West told an audience consisting of friends, creative collaborators, radio programmers and media types.

He added: “I will not give up on life,” explaining he takes creative initiative from “people who will never have their voices heard.”

“Runaway” follows West’s character Griffin -– first seen driving a futuristic sports car not unlike the many fetishistic vehicles he frequently posts photos of on his blog -– who encounters the smoldering wreckage of what looks like an asteroid on a swervy mountain road. From the rubble he pulls a character called the Phoenix (portrayed by lingerie model Selita Ebanks), a pneumatic nymph with reflective white eyelashes and a barely there outfit of strategically positioned feathers.

She awakens in his tastefully appointed post-and-beam home with a television broadcasting the day’s stock market results. “First rule in this world, baby, don’t pay attention to anything you see in the news,” West remarks sharply before snapping the TV off.

From there, a jumble of arresting visuals supplies a non-linear narrative platform for portions of nine new songs from “My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy”: There is West sprinting down the road in an impeccably tailored suit, here are some baby goats frolicking in the grass. There is a giant papier-mâché likeness of Michael Jackson surrounded by people wearing red Ku Klux Klan hoods and here is West making hip-hop beats on a Roland 808 drum machine perched on top of a gilded Louix XIV end table. The Phoenix, meanwhile, is seen grooving out on a rococo sofa.  

“Runaway’s” most arresting set piece was staged by Vanessa Beecroft, the celebrated Italian performance artist with whom West collaborated for the album release party for his last album, “808s & Heartbreak.”

The sequence features a large dinner party set inside a cavernous barn where everyone is dressed head to toe in white; all guests are black, all the servers are Caucasian. West’s frenemies and acquaintances gossip conspicuously about his date, the Phoenix. But the social parlor games are suddenly interrupted when West steps away from the table to tinkle at a piano and a troupe of ballerinas dressed in black tutus suddenly arrives to perform an interpretive dance set to the movie’s namesake song.

The song “Runaway,” it should be noted, addresses issues of human frailty by proposing a toast “to all the douchebags” and touches upon West’s latest scandal: naked photos of himself the rapper-producer is reported to have e-mailed to women he attempted to meet for sexual encounters on MySpace.

Although the film was shot over four days in Prague earlier this year, what scant dialogue it contains is inexplicably accompanied by French subtitles.

Arriving after weeks of build up on West’s Twitter account, with preview snippets first posted on West’s blog, “Runaway” has been a subject of fascination among pop watchers across the blogosphere. He has also “leaked” various tracks, remixes and studio outtakes from the new album through an initiative called G.O.O.D. Fridays to stoke buzz. Such anticipation-building tactics -- using social networking and vanity websites rather than traditional media forms such as TV interviews or magazine puff-profiles -- can be viewed as West’s deliberate rejection of traditional modes of promotion in lieu of a more DIY method that is unique to the Information Age.

In what was billed as a “Q&A” session after the screening (but which really amounted to a kind of stream-of-consciousness 15-minute soliloquy by the rapper-producer), West detailed the creative process that engendered “Runaway.” In short, a yearlong hiatus that allowed him to find his “inner 5-year old.”

“I moved to Rome for six months and interned at Fendi,” West said, invoking the venerable Italian fashion house. “It allowed me to be creative; for the first time to take a break since I recorded ‘Jesus Walks.’ ”

He recalled being galvanized by his foray into the shmatte biz: “We thought we could change the world with a coat!”

West also provided clues about what fans can expect on “My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy”: production help from hip-hop elites including No-I.D., the RZA, Q-Tip and Pete Rock (who, in a typically Kanye cultural-dot-connecting manner, he mentioned in the same breath as fashion big shots Nicolas Ghesquière and Balenciaga).

And the polarizing rapper-producer also revealed that the album’s next single will be “All the Lights,” a song that enlists such pop A-listers as Fergie from the Black Eyed Peas, La Roux’s Elly Jackson, Alicia Keys, Rihanna and Kid Cudi, with Elton John providing piano accompaniment.

“All on the same song,” West exclaimed. “It sounds seamless and yet ghetto as [heck].”

-- Chris Lee

[Update: An earlier version of this post incorrectly stated that "Runaway" had already been screened in Chicago. West will show the film there later this week. Also, an earlier version misidentified West's album title as "My Dark Twisted Fantasy." The correct name is "My Beautiful Dark Twisted Fantasy." SORRY @kanyewest.]

 Photo: Kanye West. Credit: Matt Sayles / Associated Press

 

 

 

 

Comments

[Hmph]

Dear Kanye,

You are indescribably obnoxious and untalented. You are not a “philanthropist of culture,” a “soldier” or a “cultural icon”. You are self-centered, boorish, eccentric, egotistical, and, quite frankly, goofy. Splicing together a bunch of odd and esoteric images with French subtitles, in a so-called "movie", does not make you a visionary. It makes you an insufferable laughing stock. "A toast to all the douchebags", indeed.

Please go away. Thanks a bunch.

Love,

America

[Agent McQueen]

First!

[Luke]

I feel like you've made an enemy with this article.

[tr]

Looks like you pissed off Kanye with your shoddy reporting...

It does look kinda bad that you don't even get the name of the album correct. But then again bloggers aren't real writers/journalists I suppose.

[JC]

Too bad you couldn't even get the album title correct.

It seems like this article functions as a forum for the writer's grandiose sense of self since he seems to be unable to relay the information without an abundance loaded words/phrases.

If it's supposed to be a review then let it be one. Otherwise shut up and learn how to relay information without childish overtones. It's annoying.

West isn't "asserting" that the media, like the LA Times, is largely becoming insignificant. It takes no assertion. Anyone with any sense knows it already, although writers like yourself may still be too deep in the self delusion to acknowledge it.

[Prince]

oh no, he mad...

[BOBBY MIRBAGHERI]

KANYE NEVER CONTEMPLATED SUICIDE. STOP LYING. HOW CAN YOU EVER PUBLISH SOMETHING LIKE THAT SO YOUR NAME GETS BROUGHT OUT. DESPERATE DESPERATE PEOPLE THESE DAYS IN THE NEWS INDUSTRY. GET YOUR ISH RIGHT. DONT MAKE UP BULLSHIT YOU SHOULD BE FIRED!!!!!!

[Ted McMillan]

"can be viewed as West’s deliberate rejection of traditional modes of promotion in lieu of a more DIY method that is unique to the Information Age."

You used "in lieu of" wrong. "In lieu of" means "instead of." You can't say "he rejects traditional modes instead of a DIY method; that doesnt make sense. Correct usage would be "In lieu of traditional modes of promotion, West uses a more DIY method." Or simply changing where you have "in lieu of" to "in favor of"

[alex]

WHOOPS!

[Dave Jordan]

This writer should be fired. First, he says that it has already been screened in Chicago, and second (even worse) he named the album title INCORRECTLY!!! I thought the LA Times was supposed to be reputable. I will not be back to this website anytime soon. Bad journalism.

[Bryan]

[UPDATE: It still says "My Dark Twisted Fantasy."]
[UPDATE: Even after you supposedly fixed it.]
[UPDATE: Do you want to hire me as a copyeditor/fact checker?]

[Brett]

Wow. Why this gasbag continues to draw followers and fans remains a mystery. Devoid of any appreciable talent other than the ability to inflate his own ego and occasionally pull outrageous stunts, his continuing popularity is perplexing.

[Jeff]

Hey Brett, you say Kanye is 'Devoid of any appreciable talent ' , are you serious? He produces every song he is on, he has won grammys for these songs he has produced, so how does he not have any appreciable talent?? Crazy.

[Just Meeee]

The article wasn't really that bad, I got to know more about a film I was mildly interested in and now want to see. I don't get what all the fuss is about. I don't know why Kanye would even respond....lame.

[Cleve]

Brett, have you ever heard a Kanye album? Or do you only know what you see on the award shows or hear in interviews. To say a person doesn't have talent because you think he's a "gasbag" shows why you are perplexed at his popularity. Since his productions on major industry albums to releasing his first album, "College Dropout," hip-hop would be truly in a sad state without him. I'm not saying this as just a Kanye fan but a music fan as well. Give respect where respect is due, I won't stand by all his choices, but when it comes to his music I'm glad he's still popular.

[pocket science]

Kanye is right some of the Best artist we never hear of them & you couldn't Image
a sound & another multi talented like him...Is being Inspire every day ...L.G.F vol.2

[college dropout]

Runaway is Brilliant. LOL this guy didn't even see the final cut..so ..this article falls short of accuracy.

Your Review....FAILS!!!!!

[America's Youth]

Dear "America",

Obviously, the people who dislike "Runaway" dislike Kanye period. The reasons people dislike him so much are due mostly in-part to his arrogance,self-esteem,outspoken tendencies, and so on. These same reaons are why he has millions of fans & follwers, and they wouldn't want him any other way. I think,no I bet, the person who typed the last paragraph, wants so much to believe that Kanye has no sense of artistic creativity or talent, but they're wrong. Unless you have the amount of success he has then you are no one to judge or you're just No one period.

Love,
The Majority of America